A Far Away Mirror

I am thinking, what could be the most hurtful thing in a relationship

i cant think of anything worse than "there is someone else"
short and destructive. if you have been expecting it, you are crushed cos obviously hope had fooled you in to believing that it might not be so, and you like the fool that you were,conviniently grabbed hold of it.
and if you had not been expecting it at all, then you have the wind knocked out of your socks

i cant tell you how it feels.
you are young and stupid, which is really not your excuse , just a fact
you are in fact 17 and you have no clue what is coming
and what is worse than hearing "there is someone else" is not hearing it at all
and then, someone tells you "did you not hear? its his engagement"

haha
you are like "this is not happening to me" and u do a quick pinch
your friend tells you "well what did you think dating a 28 year old guy?"
so thats your second shocker
did he not tell me 23
no he did not tell you a lot of things.

you have no one at home
you dont have friends, cos u well did not make any till then
you have no one really.

and then you wish
you had been at least told "there is someone else"