Tired Talk

Somethingandoll is happening. I have a dislocated back.how? i was sitting on the floor and trying to pull down a 40kg suitcase and now am walking with my butt distended as far as it goes smelling of vollini and unwillingly taking brufen.
Phone calls, last minutes lists,packing,unpacking,repacking,sister is packing,mum is sad,with monumental bouts of huffing n puffing,people visiting,people to visit,having to answer,smiling,jaws stretched,low on cash,low on energy,carrying around big kaalan umbrellas and almost slipping in the rain soaked,payal soaked car porch,girl friend talk, dinner,gooey chocolate cake,sangria,magicians,pregnant women,beef from the bar,too much ac,coughs, watching p go,crying on mum who tells me to find someone i know fr her and take her with me, renewed energy about cupid roles, leftover fish fry and biriyani eaten watching godfather.
Too many earrings,when did i accumulate all this.
finding it hard to write malayalam,have forgotten so many letters!!fits of no i cant do this,Have to talk to P and feel re motivated, Watching horridness called bollywood and having to watch p's yes,i told you so face and going into scary house,dig nails into her hand,wondering if someone is going to grope me. Mari's enthusiasm to go into mirror maze,im good with these maze games,Too much pacman,eyes hurt. Skin medicine is out.

More people to call,ex boss to meet.Not allowed to drive anymore. I might die apparently. momentary cant find passport panic. earrings.too many.Too bledy many earrings.
Feel overweight,not bags,that would me,still cant stop eating. chinese take away and Mallu movies. convincing sister not to leave for college and how i just totally need her right now and adding bribes and emotional tears at the end. Begging the ladies to puhlease just stitch my blouse on time. Dentist,have to go to the dentist. Three days to go.
Sleepy. Tired.