Lottery

Nothing to do with lottery tickets,just what came into my head when i started typing. Short and quick this shall be,running low on time,money,energy,will and running high on paranoia,many weird ailments,fat,and plans.

So i have to write the exam in less than 4 weeks and i have decided to split it up,so it shall be applications to five journalism schools and five Mfa programs in fiction and creative writing.

Deadlines are coming up, this new found decision basically means brushing up,editing and re writing many stories again and again till i end up feeling like what the hell,who the hell wrote this and many such antagonistic feelings.

Symbiosis,the *colorful abusive word of your choice has to come around with my transcript or else am in big trouble and worse,with no one to blame.
A thing called statement of purpose is making me nervous, havent touched analytical writing yet, and there is no food at home.
i have been spoiled with beef fry and mutton biriyanis and shepherds pie and now back to a life of self cooking and bois cooking doesnt sound too bright.

All i want is december to come.
oh there will be my first snow before that and you shall be treated to many ridiculous pictures when that happens.

for now back to Despotic, diabolical,degenerate,digress,detrimental,despotic,demented
you get the idea.